🎧 homophonic | pcs | yukichi (fukuzawa)

[silicone]

There's no need to fear the past. The past is just a memory.

(in retrospect i regret my choice of filter name)

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[allmenare]

[He did, didn't he? Fukuzawa glances away.]

I got a card to kiss someone. I didn't want to kiss anyone else.

[Only Eiden has earned that right.]

Are you telling me all of this because you thought it would change my opinion of you?

[silicone]

Yeah, I wanted to give you the chance to...

Feel right about maybe being ashamed of me or something. I don't know. I don't care, I'll do what I do and everyone can think what they want.

But I want to be truthful. This is who I am.

[allmenare]

Eiden. I knew you were seeing other people from day 1. If it had bothered me I would have said something.

[He doesn't know everyone Eiden's been with but he can guess at least one.]

...I was hoping...if you had other people to be with, then you wouldn't be disappointed in me for not being everything you want. That I wouldn't leave you feeling dissatisfied and miserable, since there would always be someone else there for you.

[silicone]

So we're both idiots. Got it.

[ he just shoves himself into fukuzawa's side, tucking in under his arm and bringing it around himself. ]

Why would I be disappointed in you? Or miserable or dissatisfied? Yukichi, I like spending time with you. You know that, right?

I thought maybe that was clear when I kept coming back after that one week.

[allmenare]

[Eiden can tuck himself under Fukuaza's arm, this is fine.]

I know this might be hard for you to believe, but I'm rather boring. Few hobbies, too bothered by other people to go out, set in my ways...

I expected you to give up eventually. Most people do.

[silicone]

And I could say all Quincy does is sleep and hunt, like. Come on, have a little more faith in yourself.

[ he just cozies up. ]

I wanted to get to know you more... hobbies or not. I'm surprised you didn't just keep walking away from me...

[allmenare]

It's hard to, when you keep following.

[He wore him down. But it's fine, probably.]

[silicone]

You could have always said fuck off.

[ chuckling and just leaning into his neck now. just to vibe. ]

You're not the oldest person I've spent time with, okay? I've learned how to perfect the art of... being annoying?

[allmenare]

Were they of the "actually hundreds of years old but looks 25" variety?

[That's DIFFERENT to him, ok?]

[silicone]

Yeah, but they act just like you. All grumbly.

Or unlike you where they torture me until I leave them alone.

[allmenare]

Torture?

[WHAT]

[silicone]

It's nothing too bad.

[ it's kuya ]

Kuya just likes to play weird games.

[allmenare]

Is Kuya an animal spirit of some kind?

[Fukuzawa assigning Kuya as the Rang.]

[silicone]

Heh, yeah... he's a fox yokai.

[allmenare]

Figures.

[He looks disgruntled.]

[silicone]

What's that face for?

[allmenare]

I don't like the thought of someone hurting you. Especially not someone important to you.

[Remember, he's an assassin. Torture means something different to him.]

[silicone]

Oh...

[ soft and reaches out to touch his cheek a little. correcting himself: ]

It's... It's not like that kind of torture. He's just a pain in my ass. Got my ass in deep trouble one time, but it wasn't anything I couldn't handle.

[ slowly. gradually. ]

It's a matter of trust at the end of the day. And I trust him.

[allmenare]

[Oh, soft touches.]

I still don't like the sound of him, but if you trust him then that will have to be enough.

[Look he's too protective of his people.]

[silicone]

They're my clan members, of course I trust them. With my life.

[allmenare]

[He's still not happy about it, but he understands. Fukuzawa trusts his people with his life as well.]

...alright.