but really though. the choke especially makes him sure of it, and he can see the way eiden is trying to talk around it, make a light joke of it. he'd avoid it too, but fei du has a masterclass in avoiding talking about anything related to himself, ever, and right now he won't let eiden do it. he just holds his shaking hands, strokes a thumb over the top of his fingers, and breathes. four counts in, four counts out. ]
Close your eyes and pull something good from that memory. Something you enjoyed. Keep it in your head.
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but really though. the choke especially makes him sure of it, and he can see the way eiden is trying to talk around it, make a light joke of it. he'd avoid it too, but fei du has a masterclass in avoiding talking about anything related to himself, ever, and right now he won't let eiden do it. he just holds his shaking hands, strokes a thumb over the top of his fingers, and breathes. four counts in, four counts out. ]
Close your eyes and pull something good from that memory. Something you enjoyed. Keep it in your head.