🎧 homophonic | pcs | lee rang

[silicone]

i go to funeral homes on purpose, too.

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[silicone]

[ he shakes his head. ]

I don't, I went with a few people, but I don't know if he has the patience for that sort of thing.

[ gotta go fast who has time for beauty???? ]

Either he ended up there last night, or whoever else was awake with him did... huh.

[foxicide]

I think whoever did must have been alone at the salon, otherwise Buzen would have attacked them.

He wouldn't have let them do anything else, even if it was a human or a child. Not on Thursday night.

[silicone]

[ he nods quietly, a quiet anger burning deep in his chest as he thinks about the literal fucking audacity.

but also last week was a lesson in losing hope. slowly he sinks back. he wants to be a void, that would be easier maybe, but instead he's holding his own hands until his knuckles go white. ]

I hate this. Haven't said it enough I think.

[ this isn't a game, he wants to find somewhere to scream maybe. ]

[foxicide]

You don't have to keep it in, not in front of me. You can be as full of rage or violent as you like.

[or be overwhelmed with grief. rang thinks matsui has prepared him well in that, if nothing else]

[silicone]

[ he shakes his head. ]

I don't want to be... I...

[ there's something very uncertain. ]

There are better things that anger right now... [ eiden feels like he doesn't believe himself when he says that, he is resolved. that, and the ache of sadness has swollen up between his ribs and made a home there. ]

If I start getting angry all the time... I might never stop. That's how it was when I was a kid. I can't go back to that.

[foxicide]

[at that, rang's eyebrows go up, emotion blipping into surprise,]

I wouldn't have ever guessed that, just by looking at you now.

What made you so angry as a child?