he will hold all of the pieces in place, as best he can. so that eiden can fall apart as much as he needs - even if he already has, even if he's already cried his heart out to yakumo, he won't let go. ]
He's protecting you. I know. [ fei du tried the same, after all. and he would do the same goddamn thing if he were in yakumo's position. ] This place was never fair, this game was always going to be rigged, but... this wasn't your burden to bear.
[ He's going to need all the support available to him. ]
[ it's a fierce, low snarl, vehement, but it's said in such a way it's almost like they're in a hallowed place. like it's necessary for him to keep his voice down as he says it. ]
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I wanted them to pick me. I fought them.
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he will hold all of the pieces in place, as best he can. so that eiden can fall apart as much as he needs - even if he already has, even if he's already cried his heart out to yakumo, he won't let go. ]
He's protecting you. I know. [ fei du tried the same, after all. and he would do the same goddamn thing if he were in yakumo's position. ] This place was never fair, this game was always going to be rigged, but... this wasn't your burden to bear.
[ He's going to need all the support available to him. ]
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[ he buries his face into his shoulder. ] Should have been me, it should have been fucking me.
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[ it's a fierce, low snarl, vehement, but it's said in such a way it's almost like they're in a hallowed place. like it's necessary for him to keep his voice down as he says it. ]
It shouldn't have to be any of you, Eiden.
happy 100!!!!!!
[ funny. it's so funny. he's not smiling he just sits here buried. ]