[ he just knocks his knee gently into wenzhou's and lets his emotions wander. they're warm and quiet, unhappy, but smoothed over as just... mourning. it's over now. we have to wait for tomorrow so eiden feels like he's at his most useless right now. ]
... It was cheap. That's what it was. Unfair and cheap.
[ wenzhou knocks his knee into eiden's in response. it is just... mourning. frustrated mourning. if he was wrung out, yesterday, he hasn't quite ironed himself back out today. and he hates this.
tomorrow's a new day, but it's without four different people. ]
Just because it's in the rulebook. [ darkly ] Just because it'll net points. Can't say I'm exactly thrilled that Sweet Theory is about to shoot up to the top of the rankings, and neither are Fei Du or Kyoko. It's not worth it.
Yeah. The entire situation... it really paints a target.
[ he curls his fingers into his palms. his jacket kind of wiggles (what?) and then goes still and eiden pats the wiggly part gently. topper's tiny head pops out and sleepily looks at wenzhou before he goes back to just kind of rubbing lazily against eiden's fingers. ]
I know it's not like that. For you guys. None of you are relishing in this kinda thing. I really hope people understand that... I... [ his voice shakes a little bit. ]
The rest of it... it all happened so fast, that wasn't your fault. Matsui was going to live. He was.
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Haven't you heard? Fuck the cops. [ dryly, emotions numb but reminiscent of last night. ] Mostly, fuck this place, really.
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[ he just knocks his knee gently into wenzhou's and lets his emotions wander. they're warm and quiet, unhappy, but smoothed over as just... mourning. it's over now. we have to wait for tomorrow so eiden feels like he's at his most useless right now. ]
... It was cheap. That's what it was. Unfair and cheap.
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tomorrow's a new day, but it's without four different people. ]
Just because it's in the rulebook. [ darkly ] Just because it'll net points. Can't say I'm exactly thrilled that Sweet Theory is about to shoot up to the top of the rankings, and neither are Fei Du or Kyoko. It's not worth it.
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[ he curls his fingers into his palms. his jacket kind of wiggles (what?) and then goes still and eiden pats the wiggly part gently. topper's tiny head pops out and sleepily looks at wenzhou before he goes back to just kind of rubbing lazily against eiden's fingers. ]
I know it's not like that. For you guys. None of you are relishing in this kinda thing. I really hope people understand that... I... [ his voice shakes a little bit. ]
The rest of it... it all happened so fast, that wasn't your fault. Matsui was going to live. He was.