I imagine froggystyle is so far ahead of them that it doesn't matter, especially with the messages saying that they need to keep going. But If they kill this week... I don't know. They paid for Yakumo being the sacrificial lamb, and for taking Shenhe and Fei Du from us, with losing Gerard. That's enough for me even if I would've been satisfied with throwing him into the Botham jail and leaving it at that instead of making him face death. But now Ylfa and Haru have to stay alive to the end so that all of those deaths aren't in vain. If they kill again, we have to hope that someone else did, too, which is not something that I fucking love.
I want to know if someone else is going to be coerced like Libby, too, though. If maybe someone was, when Shen Yuan was killed.
It's a game, but it's one we can win. Don't cheat. Like we even fucking know what we'd do to cheat, but alright. We'll get it figured out. If we see anything pointing to froggystyle, we can hope everyone else got similar messages and we'll all just look away for the next few weeks. We're not far from the end of it, now, so we just need to make sure that no other two-person teams are wiped out the way that BDSM was.
I talked to her and Haru and Gerard on Saturday. It really is just survival, and hoping to make sure it's not just them that survive to the end. I'd hold it more against them if they didn't have regrets for what they did. There's been plenty of people in my experience that haven't regretted a goddamn thing that they've done - killing people, trafficking them, using them, getting their own sick sense of justice. But that's not froggystyle.
I don't hate the guy, but I'm not forgiving him or the two of them any time soon. I get it. And unlike Yakumo, Fei Du walked into it fucking willingly, because of course he did. That's what he did right before we wound up here in the first place the bastard.
But Gerard was the adult of the group, so he bears the brunt of the responsibility for the choices made.
It's like the universe knew, because I went spelunking every single day last week until Thurusday. I'm starving. [ this text has so much MISERABLE ENERGY. ]
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I imagine froggystyle is so far ahead of them that it doesn't matter, especially with the messages saying that they need to keep going. But
If they kill this week... I don't know.
They paid for Yakumo being the sacrificial lamb, and for taking Shenhe and Fei Du from us, with losing Gerard.
That's enough for me even if I would've been satisfied with throwing him into the Botham jail and leaving it at that instead of making him face death.
But now Ylfa and Haru have to stay alive to the end so that all of those deaths aren't in vain. If they kill again, we have to hope that someone else did, too, which is not something that I fucking love.
I want to know if someone else is going to be coerced like Libby, too, though. If maybe someone was, when Shen Yuan was killed.
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i dont think theyd stop forcing people to kill
it just ups the ante
makes it more interesting
wenzhou i talked with ylfa the other day
she was explaining the situation to me too
and i agree we need to protect them
ill do my best
i know ylfa is just trying to survive.
ive tried to survive
i think i understand it now
even if i hate it
but i have no idea how other than to try and do our best to cover them if they do it again
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Don't cheat.
Like we even fucking know what we'd do to cheat, but alright. We'll get it figured out.
If we see anything pointing to froggystyle, we can hope everyone else got similar messages and we'll all just look away for the next few weeks.
We're not far from the end of it, now, so we just need to make sure that no other two-person teams are wiped out the way that BDSM was.
I talked to her and Haru and Gerard on Saturday. It really is just survival, and hoping to make sure it's not just them that survive to the end.
I'd hold it more against them if they didn't have regrets for what they did.
There's been plenty of people in my experience that haven't regretted a goddamn thing that they've done - killing people, trafficking them, using them, getting their own sick sense of justice.
But that's not froggystyle.
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but yeah.
were going to play the game and were gonna do it right
with the tools weve got
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ylfa and haru? fine
that frog is literally dead to me i dont care
that sounds good tho
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I get it. And unlike Yakumo, Fei Du walked into it fucking willingly, because of course he did.
That's what he did right before we wound up here in the first place the bastard.
But Gerard was the adult of the group, so he bears the brunt of the responsibility for the choices made.
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thats why im pissed at him
not ylfa or haru even if the both of them can make their own choices. but HIM im pissed at. and ill stay pissed.
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I have a feeling that we're going to have to go cave diving, so if we can get some exploration of the systems in now...
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and not the kind i like. damn.
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but anyways yeah cave exploration i think we should go on an adventure together. just to make investigation easier.
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Already hit up the hot springs. Let's go mining.
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