That's just-- how things were there. What you saw... it doesn't sound like it's out of the ordinary, for what I know, except for the fact that you remembered going through all of it.
...yeah. That's... more or less why I was like that, back then. You stay there long enough and it just feels hopeless, you know? There was no point in trying to save anyone. If they are saved, they're just going to die later, and at some point you're going to do it all over again.
It's easy to get worn down and start thinking that way.
[ he looks down for a moment because yeah, he had that feeling. and it's still seeping deep inside of him now. he just quietly grabs onto the necklace, feeling the edges of the teardrop just dig in a bit more. ]
Yeah... towards the end... I met someone else just like that...
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[ he kind of just shudders inwardly. because that sucked. ]
It's the sort of place that really makes you feel helpless. The other employees there... it just felt like we were cannon fodder.
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It's easy to get worn down and start thinking that way.
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Yeah... towards the end... I met someone else just like that...