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🎧 homophonic | pcs | yukichi (fukuzawa)
There's no need to fear the past. The past is just a memory.
(in retrospect i regret my choice of filter name)
(in retrospect i regret my choice of filter name)
[ for a moment, eiden puts his hand over his chest, his brow knitting together like he's looking for something by his heart. he lets his hand settle back down and he slows, letting his eyes flick to the ground. as his breathing slows, he nods. ]
... Mmmhm.
[ breathing slowly is not a thing eiden is good at himself. he's taught yakumo how to handle his stress, but sometimes, he forgets how to handle his own in the moment. it leaves him, all knowledge of managing every stressor or iota of loneliness. he glancing at fukuzawa, breathing steadily now. ]
... Mmmhm.
[ breathing slowly is not a thing eiden is good at himself. he's taught yakumo how to handle his stress, but sometimes, he forgets how to handle his own in the moment. it leaves him, all knowledge of managing every stressor or iota of loneliness. he glancing at fukuzawa, breathing steadily now. ]
[ he tilts his head a bit. dazai is definitely an author he's heard of but i think icly he's not going to put it together... ]
Huh, you have a lot of strays it sounds like, Fukuzawa... maybe this is a hobby?
[ with a little fondness ] It's okay, I kind of have strays of my own back in Klein.
Huh, you have a lot of strays it sounds like, Fukuzawa... maybe this is a hobby?
[ with a little fondness ] It's okay, I kind of have strays of my own back in Klein.
[All throughout this Fukuzawa keeps his breaths more audible than they would be otherwise, setting a pace for Eiden to keep up with. Breathe in, hold it, breathe out. Over and over again for a couple minutes.
When Eiden's breathing steadies and he seems to have settled into a routine, Fukuzawa will glance towards him.]
Better?
When Eiden's breathing steadies and he seems to have settled into a routine, Fukuzawa will glance towards him.]
Better?
[ eiden hesitates a moment then nods somewhat because... yeah, he does feel a little better. the tight feeling between his ribs and his stomach is gone, and he doesn't feel the murky urge to suddenly be sick anymore. he leans back slowly and slumps somewhat. ]
A lot... [ he gives him a slightly wobbly smile. ] I'm grateful. Thanks.
A lot... [ he gives him a slightly wobbly smile. ] I'm grateful. Thanks.
[ there's nothing there made you look—no jk, he's just rubbing at an old pencil-tablet pen-pencil callus, gazing downwards because he's uncertain. of everything. he feels weirdly vulnerable, but it's somehow okay here in fukuzawa's presence to be just that. ]
I'll never be the old Grand Sorcerer, but I'll always give them everything I have.
[ he shifts and moves to nudge fukuzawa in the direction of the museum steps, reaching and if allowed, taking his hand. ]
It's big, don't get lost on me, okay?
I'll never be the old Grand Sorcerer, but I'll always give them everything I have.
[ he shifts and moves to nudge fukuzawa in the direction of the museum steps, reaching and if allowed, taking his hand. ]
It's big, don't get lost on me, okay?
[Insecurities...he has difficulties talking about it, but he totally understands. He won't press Eiden about it, but he'll be there to offer support regardless.
An offered hand, though. That gets him to look at touch embarrassed as he takes it. he's not one for most physical contact outside of comforting someone when needed, so this is surprisingly new to him.
His hands are calloused, strong. He does a lot of work with his hands and it shows.]
Of course.
[Up the stairs and into the museum they go!]
An offered hand, though. That gets him to look at touch embarrassed as he takes it. he's not one for most physical contact outside of comforting someone when needed, so this is surprisingly new to him.
His hands are calloused, strong. He does a lot of work with his hands and it shows.]
Of course.
[Up the stairs and into the museum they go!]
[ oh... eiden definitely kind of shifts his hand a little to get comfortable and feels these calluses. his own hand is a little softer by contrast, calluses at his fingertips instead.
once he's settled, he begins to just start a nice circuit around the place. museums always lead to meandering. ]
This place isn't so bad. Kind of peaceful actually.
[ this first room is maybe some kind of collection of ceremonial japanese teaware. i rng'd a local museum for this bc i'm running out of ideas. ]
once he's settled, he begins to just start a nice circuit around the place. museums always lead to meandering. ]
This place isn't so bad. Kind of peaceful actually.
[ this first room is maybe some kind of collection of ceremonial japanese teaware. i rng'd a local museum for this bc i'm running out of ideas. ]
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