[ there's a quiet swelling of something in his chest, and as he lays there, somewhat stunned, there's a part of him that shakes. is it fear or rage or sadness? he doesn't know. all he knows is he can wrap his hand around rang's wrist belonging to the hand on his chest and look at him with a faint smile. ]
I think both, some faster on the latter half than the others. But I don't think they'd like having to do it for a substitute [ his breathing trembles ] instead of the real Grand Sorcerer.
[ eiden closes his eyes. ]
I have a duty... of course I'll go back to them. But I can think about the only home I've ever known too... even if it wasn't always kind...
[ there's a silent pull of thanks from him. like maybe thinking about this has... freed him in some way. there's a lighter aspect to his emotions, even if they're still somewhat unhappy. ]
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[ there's a quiet swelling of something in his chest, and as he lays there, somewhat stunned, there's a part of him that shakes. is it fear or rage or sadness? he doesn't know. all he knows is he can wrap his hand around rang's wrist belonging to the hand on his chest and look at him with a faint smile. ]
I think both, some faster on the latter half than the others. But I don't think they'd like having to do it for a substitute [ his breathing trembles ] instead of the real Grand Sorcerer.
[ eiden closes his eyes. ]
I have a duty... of course I'll go back to them. But I can think about the only home I've ever known too... even if it wasn't always kind...
[ there's a silent pull of thanks from him. like maybe thinking about this has... freed him in some way. there's a lighter aspect to his emotions, even if they're still somewhat unhappy. ]